22/09/08

Conversations with my thirteen year old self


You're angry
I know this
The world couldn't care less
You're lonely
I feel this
And you wish you were the best
You're crying at night when nobody else is home
Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling
I promise you that it won't always feel this bad
There are so many things I want to say to you
You're the girl I used to be
You little heartbroken thirteen year old me
You're laughing
But you're hiding
God I know that trick too well
You forget
That I've been you
And now I'm just the shell
I promise I love you and everything will work out fine
Don't try to grow up yet
just give it some time
You're the girl I used to be the pissed off complicated thirteen year old